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Sad Story per0 happy ending...

A Silent Love

      From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background,& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

      Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

        As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

      After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

      The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

      The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

      One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

        The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

        During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

        With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

        The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

        With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

        A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

        When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Tragic Love Stories pls. read... kakalungk0t...

THE DOLL

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin.
I always thought of him as a friend until last
year,
when we
went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell
in
love with him.
Before that trip was over, I took a step and
confessed
my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we
loved
each other in different ways.
I always concentrated on him only, but by his
side,
there were so many other girls.
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I
was
just another girl…
“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt
disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”
He was always like that.
He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend.
The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.
Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I
love
you’ before.
To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it
continued till 100 days…200days…
Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just
hand me
a doll, everyday, without fail.
I don’t know why…
Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and
handed me
the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my
room, one by one.
There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party
with
him,
and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his
call.
But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the
sky was
dark… he still didn’t call.
It w as already tiring to look at the phone
anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly
called me
and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come
out of
the house.
Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am
giving
it
to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my
birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had
happen.
Then I shouted…
“Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to
him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so
easily, if
you
are desperate to hear it, then find someone
else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off.
My legs felt numb…and I collapsed to the ground.
He
didn’t want to say it easily…
How could he….
I felt that…
Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home
crying, just
crying.
He didn’t call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every
morning outside my house.
That’s how those dolls piled up in my room…
everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to
school.
But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw
him
on a street…with another girl…
He had a smile on his face, one that he never
showed
me…as he touched the doll…
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls
in my
room, and tears fell…
Why did he gave these to me…
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other
girls…
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.
Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my
house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus
stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to
forget him,
that… it’s going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really
came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing
had
happen and joking around.
Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it.
Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it
on the
road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it
anymore!!
I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me.
But
unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the
doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the
doll?! Just
throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
Then…
Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading
towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…
But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and
picked up
the doll.
“Jin, move!”
HONK~!!
“Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me.
That’s how he went away without even opening his
eyes
to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with
guiltiness and the sadness of losing him…
And after spending two months like a crazy
person…
I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the
day we
started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and
started to
count the days… when we were in love…
“One…two… three…”
That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and
eighty
five…”
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my
arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
“I love you~, I love you~”
I dropped the dolls,shocked.
“I….lo..ve…you??”
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~”
It can’t be!
I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on
the
side.
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop.
I…love you…
Why didn’t I realize that…
That his heart was always by my side, protecting
me.
Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed
it’s
stomach,
that was the last doll, the one that fell on the
road.
It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out, the on that I was missing so
much…
“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving
each
other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I
couldn’t
say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you
forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I
love
you…
everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I
asked
god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until
his last
minute…
For that… and for that reason… to me… it became
courage… to live a beautiful life…